I’m happy to see his smile Though it’s only through the pictures Cause I’m part of his life no more All the mixed feelings Regretting my impulsive decision Thought I was hurting But it was him who I hurt I couldn’t bear the guilt For that I’ve hurt him because of my selfishness … Continue reading HIM – unfinished story
A girl has seen a better and brighter days before. She was and is the invisible as she is unnoticeable and forgotten. These dark days of being invisible scare her soul deeply, driving her to act foolishly. As it is very easy to guess, these foolish actions lead her nowhere but to even darker place. … Continue reading The “Invisible” is Also Lost – chapter 1
I don't know how to start this post, but the point is, I just want to share what songs I've been listening to and enjoying lately. So I'll just start! By the way, every "description" is just based on my personal opinion. Brother - Kodaline This song is just simply heartbreaking. I love songs about … Continue reading Current Favourite Songs
Blood or friendship / relationship? I believe that family doesn't have to be people that has the same blood as the one streaming in your body. This post is written with hatred. I can't contain my hatred anymore and I'm gonna share why. My sister and I never have a good relationship. When I was … Continue reading Family, who are they?
13 July 2017 from Beijing to Shanghai. I went to Beijing for a week for the summer holiday. Then the plan was to have a flight from Beijing to Shanghai. My sister lives in Suzhou, a city near Shanghai. My flight was supposed to be at 20:40, but I didn't have anything to do for … Continue reading Thunderstorm, cancelled flight
I have been missing everything lately, and I think I know what it is. I've been missing feeling happy. I don't think that I'm not happy right now. I think, based on my unconscious memory, I've been happier before. And it has not been that way for the last several months. I don't think I … Continue reading What have I been missing?
I am a teenager. Living in a complicated and unfair life. Many say "life is fair in the sense that it is unfair to anybody". I understand that completely. However, understanding and accepting is two different things. Both are hard to be done, but I'd like to think that I've done the first one well. … Continue reading The “invisible” facing the unfairness in life
So yesterday, there was a thunderstorm. It is supposed to be summer, but I'm honestly grateful for some thunderstorm. I prefer chilly and huge rain rather than burning hot weather. But, on the other hand, I was out with 2 of my friends, looking for an apartment. We didn't manage to find an apartment, but … Continue reading Why is it weird for guys to see girls wearing bra?
Summer has really come to the city where I live. I know many people love summer so much, but I have to say, I don't like summer. I don't have a great body. It makes me feel not confident and uncomfortable to wear sleeveless shirts or shorts. I still wear shorts, but rarely. That means … Continue reading Summer…
So, in the last post, I was talking about my background and the alternatives that I've thought of. On this post, I will breakdown the alternatives and why I feel stuck despite having those great alternatives. First alternative, studying in UK! I love this idea SO MUCH! This is the first choice and I would … Continue reading What should I do after graduation? Part II